I believe in love at first sight~
“If it were up to me I’d marry you right now. I’d start my life with you. We’d go out and buy that piece of land you want, build a cute little house. Have sex, cuddle by the fireplace and eat breakfast together the next morning. Go to work, and rush to get home just so we could see each other. Eventually have babies, and fight over who’s parents we’re naming them after. Buy our first dog. Celebrate our 10 year anniversary. Get in those bad fights, but make up after a day or so. Continue to surprise each other, watch the sunset from our front porch every now and then. Watch our babies graduate and start their lives. Retire. Meet our grandbabies. Hold each other every night and never forget the love that started this all. If it were up to me, I’d start that adventure with you right now.”
Sometimes I believe it’s best if I let myself believe that people leave me for better people. But there’s also the realization that I will need them in my life because they’re the ones that keep alive and well. It sucks because I don’t want to crowd their life but at the same time, I need them. So it’s confusing.
“You are allowed to be alive. You are allowed to be somebody different. You are allowed to not say goodbye to anybody or explain a single thing to anyone, ever.”
Augusten Burroughs (via endangerment)